Simply Start Over

What happened was, I got divorced, my kid went to fancy middle school, and my fear levels went up, way up. I heard that some kids in Ax’s class were trolling the internet for info and photos of all their classmates and that my blog was serving as fodder for my son’s blackmail dossier.

In totally uncharacteristic form (not) I took extreme measures. I took the entire blog down, decided the “Universe” wanted me to start a New chapter, with New ambitions, and a New New voice that could dispense something worth listening to, without divulging ANYTHING about my actual life.

Well, that was a fail. Ten years writing about me in a voice that is mine did not pivot easily. I wrote a few lifeless somethings. Some deeeep deeeep thoughts. Recorded some tofu-flavored podcasts. And all, laboriously. I was writing about joy and freedom while putting a ton of fear-based boundaries and limits on myself …. Not Joyful. Not Free.

So, it would seem that the Universe does not want me to find a New New thing, but rather is directing me to keep going with the Old Old thing. Or, perhaps, simply start over, resume, without quite so much brain chatter and mental swirl about basically doing what I’ve been doing for years.

Only now divorced and with a teenager I’ve been advised to NEVER MENTION. But also, never mention anything related to dating, to finances, to loving life more than ever, to having regrets, to having hard days, or related to anything else that could possibly be weaponized by anyone ever.

So, I’m pretty creative and it’s been said that constraints fuel creativity but, as they say, this is ridiculous! So bad news/good news — I’m Baa-ack!!! I never left. Just took a long pause. I’m gonna keep going!

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