Everything Always Works Out For Me

Five minutes ago it all seemed terribly dark and then - something - happened - and it’s not light, definitely tentative like baby horse learning to walk tentative but I can see that there will be, or can be, a stretch of light in my future where I won’t be so sensitive and teary.

As you know, when it’s dark inside I’ll try any woo woo to lift that nose of the plane up - I was using the law of attraction, a little bit, or playing with using the law of attraction.

I wrote a note to self and stuck it by my desk: “Everything always works out for me.” My inner cynic - not to be confused with Evie, my inner critic - gave a perfunctory objection but allowed this statement to stand for examination.

Is it true? Does everything always work out for me? If I’m still here then yes, things are working themselves out, the story is unfolding. Perhaps not the way I think it should but the spiritual folk I used to scoff at say I’m not in charge of the plot line so let go or be dragged.

The microscopic lens can go bye bye and I can put a little more space into everything. Like, I had a pile of mail that I knew I needed to process. The low mojo had me backlogging a bit. It was weighing on me and weighing on me BUT I finally did it, and it wasn’t so bad. I didn’t let it go as long as I used to let things go and I’m calling that progress.

Today I’m going to reward myself with a walk and two Halloween candies before I donate the rest of them. Everything always works out for me but everything works out better when I take good care of myself first. I’m gonna keep going.

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